The first song really takes me through the self torture I run myself through over and over because of the life inside I could feel when I spent time with someone. The depth of the connection is beyond my own talent with words. Something that I will die with, regardless of what happens…..
The second song helps me process the transition of the heartless destruction and rebuilding of my self and life….
It is a good and calming tool to have this outlet, all the while knowing no one is actually reading it. Maybe one day I will save it all and see where these years have taken me. Strangely, most of the time, pain is the driving force for me to write.