On the power of music and great headphones…

The first song really takes me through the self torture I run myself through over and over because of the life inside I could feel when I spent time with someone.  The depth of the connection is beyond my own talent with words.  Something that I will die with, regardless of what happens…..

The second song helps me process the transition of the heartless destruction and rebuilding of my self and life….

It is a good and calming tool to have this outlet, all the while knowing no one is actually reading it.  Maybe one day I will save it all and see where these years have taken me.  Strangely, most of the time, pain is the driving force for me to write.