Where to go from here.


Being told to "move on" by the same person that said she would spend the rest of her life with me not that long ago, is quite a rough thought process.  So much wrong with this and having no control or say in how my life is changing in drastic measures is unbelievable.  This is a self-centered string of actions that I had no idea someone that I had thought I loved and was lead to believe was a good person inside, was remotely capable of.  Flat out baffling on all fronts.  The best thing I think I can do is to continue to immerse myself into my job/SSA and have fun with Arthur while I can.  He does not deserve this, not at all.  This will negatively effect him for the rest of his life and I don’t know what I can do to stop this.