There are times when I just get beyond angry and have feelings of wanting to break things. I hate it when I get like this because it means something is really messed up and I am getting screwed in some manner. Money is usually one of the main issues, and it bothers me because I feel like I am stuck in a position of just getting by. The desire to get a second job is not there but it is needed, but that means even less time with my son. Need to find additional sources of income. I have found one, but for over 7 months now I have been held back by someone else who does not care and is making plenty of money that it is not an issue for them. I need a break from everything for a little while, almost a vaction. Wait what is that? I have not taken one in a very long time, and I am not talking about a two day trip to OC, that does not count. And nether does the upcomming drive to SWVA because that is for court since that last time I tried to go away and spend a nice time with my family and see some friends, I was nailed in a deliberate speed trap that could not be more obvious as a revenue generator. Oh thats right I have to take a day off of work and leave my family because of it so I dont get even more screwed by car insurance rates. DAMN IT. There are days when I have just had enough and today is a perfect example.